I haven`t been posting for a.........yeah lets say, for too long time. I was busy with my summer job and then i went to Ireland, what was totally awesome. When i came back i had my birthday and then the SCHOOL started. It`s my first year in high school and live in a different city to. I have my own apartment and huge room for the first time in my life :D I go to Tartu Tamme Gymnasium and I'm in the nature class. At first i was in humanitarian class(10a) but i didn't like people back there so much and at one of our schooling events i met the people from nature class(10b) and i fell in love with them. They are such an awesome people and they know how to have fun.
Before that on the second school week i had a day off. I used it to visit my old school and people from my old class who are attending high school in Valga. My father and few of my friends in Tartu were the only ones who knew about my trip, for the others it was a surprise. My mom who teaches in my old school was really surprised and happy to see me. When i went to the high school building to greet my other friends and wish happy birthday to Kami, they were in shock also....maybe it wasn't such a good idea to wear my violet lenses that day :D Anyways, Kami and the others were really happy to see me and i was happy to see them. When school day ended for them me, Kami and Anneli went to find our old teachers and just talk for a minute. We stopped at my moms class's extra room after that and talked for two hours. That day was truly worth every moment of it. Thinking about having another of these days. :)
On 24. and 25. September there was another AniMatsuri, yayyy:D I attended the runway show with my best friend, we were two of the gyaru girls in the show. The show took place in one of the shopping centers in Tartu. It was pretty scary because all strangers were looking at us and we had to walk on class + i was wearing 6 inch heels. But the AniMatsuri in general was super awesome and fun, we met some cool people and made some awesome friends. Waiting for the next year :D
On the last Friday *day before yesterday from the day I'm writing this* we had a little part at my place. Niji had the plan and the people, i had the place. There were people i have never seen before but we made friends fast. That night i slept on a carpet in my kitchen.........Next day after the party in my apartment, one of my best friends was having a birthday party at her place. First she told me that there's gonna be like 15 people but the max number of people was 20. Luckily only 6 people staid for the night + she(Ness) and her flatmate(Niji).
Me and two super awesome guys who i just met that very day slept on the carpet.*again for me* Before we went to "bed" we watched "Where the fuck is Santa", tried to fight the heat *the room was over heated* and just joked. In morning when the other people woke up i guess they were like WTF because boys were sleeping only in their boxers and i was sleeping in a T-shirt and tights *i had jeans before*. When we finally woke up we made it clear wtf happened and why we were half-naked. After i finally got home today i went to bed but sadly only for two hours because me and my old class(10a) were going to the theater to see a play at 7pm. I thought it was going to be a usual type play but no, it was fucking 3 and a half hours long play. I was like omfg when i found out how long i have to sit there. So when it finally ended it was so late that only one bus was driving around and i had to walk from another stop to my apartment witch is like 1km away from the stop. The length of the road wasn't the issue, the issue was that i was wearing heels, had much make-up on and i was walking alone on the dark streets. I'm really happy i didn't get rapped or something.....and the play sucked also.
Now typing all this i feel like the time has flown past me really fast. I'm sad about the time that i haven't managed to spend with my family because of the busyness of my new life and about the fact that I'm not a kid anymore. I have to be responsible now and manage my life as a grown up. Sometimes i seriously want my childhood back but then again i want to be even more independent and have i job and everything. It`s so hard to make the right choices when you are not sure what to you exactly want from your life, but that is why we learn and go trough the life-school. To make it all clear to us and make us succeed in our upcoming life.
I feel like i write something from my heart now..yayyyyy i feel smart.......*random*
I seriously want to thank Daniel Lucas Oxford for giving me the inspiration to start posting again.THANK YOU <3
But now goodbye, until i post again.Yours sincerely: InsincereBlack
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